So for those of you who happened to have stumbled upon this... thing.... while looking for something to do, welcome. If you are anyone else, welcome. This is a sort of place for me to share my thoughts and vent about things, two things I need to do more often. So, if you haven't realized from the name of this website, it's a website relating to the LGBTQ+ community and how I'm a part of it. I haven't really discovered myself, but I think I may be lesbian. So that's fun. Rainbows, My Dude. Welcome, to Rainbows, My Dude So this is a darker section. Venting. I'm just gonna get right into it. I have a huge crush on this girl, her code name is Victor cause we don't want people knowing I'm gay. So my crush on her has been growing since the beginning of the school year, and I want to tell her. I tried at first with a note, but turns out I put that in the wrong locker and she never even got the note. Which I'm relieved about now. I realized I should tell her in person, which is what I'm gonna do if I ever get the chance to.
I'm not going to name my middle school, yes I'm 12, but I don't get a very safe vibe from there. 6th grade is kind of split into two parts... Caucasian and Hispanics. Of course we are friends with each other, in fact my crush is Hispanic herself, but when you're walking around and looking, you can definitely see the boundaries that keep us from fully mixing and all becoming friends. That's kind of the reason why I can never talk to her. Also, back to how I'm 12, most of the adults I've talked to act surprised that kids my age think about this stuff. I think we consider and realize these things because we're exposed to them sooner. We have phones and internet, obviously, but with the push of a button, we know something knew. So many kids in 4th grade know what being gay is, it's insane. This about concludes my vent/ rant/ talk, what ever you want to call it. We don't label here. We also don't assume things here. Rainbows, My Dude.
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